Tired of sitting here
You got a fast car
But is it fast enough so we can fly away
We gotta make a decision
We leave tonight or live and die this way
So while im singing the tracy chapman melody in my head im thinking about the things that she says
And the things we never said
Although we always said every every thing
Like i just want to leave straight ahead
Back up a bag and
Rest my head
On your shoulder while you drive
Into the night,
A long road, leaving wintercold
New way, new day, new self
As we leave behind
Goodbye letters on the kitchen shelf
There's a husband in you, there's a wife in me
And besides there is
A life in me
A beautiful us
Inside in me
God sent us an angel
For us to be healed
I wish it wouldve been easier
For this road has killed us mentally
Trapped in fears of you leavin, mostly cheatin
Never again believin 'cause we ran out of faith
And still and still and still
Love i am in love i am
You brutally destroyed my innocence
Sweet and caring
You have been my preferance
But its time to go on.
With you disrespecting
Every thing we have ever been
Nothing and i mean NOTHING can keep us together now
From the bottom of my heart
You tore us apart
And i know you know why i carefully choose these words
Long letters from a prison friend remind me of how we used to be
Never again will i love and still allow em to hurt me so endlessly
Is the best choice we have ever made.
A decision together we did never take.
There had to be hurt for someone to leave.
There had to be hurt. There had to be pain.
For ever having any gain.
In this needing you to need me, suffering game.
- "Manon Coulon"